Well how about that then? You slimey……..
Just me about to rant some here………. I just lost out on 2 jobs I applied for, even when one of them has constantly bugged me all day with questions and ideas, I believed I had got the job…errrrrrr, NO apparently not, just another man taking me for granted and then leaving when I’ve done everything for them!!!!!! I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!! I hate being so good natured sometimes, people see it as a weakness to *@!t all over you from a great hight.
I feel so deflated and, well used to be honest. I’m fighting with myself now, I want chocolate and diet coke. These are my comfort foods. But NO I’m being strong the only thing that is keeping me going is the fact I want to be slim again and that desire is stronger than the deflation. I need to try and stay positive………
You know when you have a big fish, I mean that one thing you want more than anything else? Well there is one job I applied for I want more than the rest, it’s my big fish. The service provider hasn’t been decided yet so I’m still in with a chance. Maybe this job i lost wasn’t ment to be as the big fish is?????………………. Who knows? Just trying to keep my chin up.
Gemsxxxxx
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Thats it Girl, keep that chin up, there is always more out there than just what we see in front of us!
Kudos to you for sticking to what you really want and staying away from old bad habits, you are Rockin*!
Peace Always,
Leah♥
Cheersw babe x It’s nice to know that there are people to back me up, although I have relented and am now drinking diet coke
Sorry
Well, it sounds like you really needed a little comfort. And all you have to do is remember that is what it is. A little comfort. Your not “falling of the wagon”, you just had a crappy day. That big fish is just around the corner. Keep fighting for it!